I Watched the Slaughter Film and Was Ejected From the Faith
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For the love of everything good
do not watch the slaughter film
like an old-master painting it reaches in and twists
I fell into walls within walls
hammers and pliers at my face
a hundred pounds of eyeballs fell with me
rolled into One
one great Eye that judged
my eighteen brothers fell with me
through the castle chute their intestines dropped
then slithered back to life, found each other
latched onto my legs and chewed
because I watched the slaughter film
no more happy little world
I dozed on the Judas Wheel
and understood why God won’t visit the Earth
I lasted thirty-six years in the emperor’s vault
if I could wash my brain with a scouring pad and bleach
if I could delete my eye history
centurions said “We have a present for thee
a cutout of Mary Poppins to abide with thee”
centurions said “We bring thee Newcastle honey”
they covered me with honey funneled it into me
after thirty-six years I fried in sunshine
they called out to the flying-things of the empire
to partake of my sweetness
a swarm rode to the castle turret
my body became a thriving grey chain mail
of ravenous flies and locusts
for Mother Teresa’s sake do not watch
I came unprepared to the slaughter film
because I was just eleven years old it will break you please
when the swarm was sated and most of my flesh devoured
the emperor set me free
they put me on a galleon to the extreme ice coast
where I preach against the slaughter film
to this day disciples reach out to the hands of my ears
to this day they hold samples of my bones
Alejo Rovira Goldner left Spain to settle in Southern California where he also publishes under the name “Alex M. Frankel.” He’s been nominated for a Best of the Net and Pushcart Prize and his latest chapbook is So Many Mouths at the End of All Beauty.